idk why but i want you so bad at first and then i’m constantly reminded why we haven’t worked out in any of our attempts at a relationship. i don’t think i’m over the player stage of life. i want to have fun and be with whoever i want to be with but for some reason i come back to you everytime. idk if it’s fate or boredom. i feel like such an asshole because of it and i’d never be able to say this in person. if you ever see this i’m sorry..i see a forever with you but not right now.