I’m sorry I’m not very affectionate, I don’t know how to be. I’ve never been in this position before. I dearly do love you , believe me. it’s just I’m not sure how to show it. you’re such a good boyfriend though , you’re everything to me. I’m just scared due to me not being affectionate
would make you bored of me to the point you leave me , I don’t wanna lose you. I love you so much , I proved that. There was so many people who asked me out , girls , boys , I didn’t want them. I wanted you , now that I have you. I’m grateful I’m just scared you’re gonna leave even though you claim you would never , I still think you will.