Unsent Messages

thank you for everything. i’m so sorry i couldn’t do more for you. you deserve so much. wish we could’ve had more time. i meant it and still do when i said you meant a lot to me. you left me after you promised me countless times you wouldnt. and that’s what hurts the most. you kept assuring me you weren’t going to drop me. and then you did. i told you i was afraid of you leaving me because that’s what everyone else does. and you told me you wouldn’t. still hurts. so much. what’s super confusing is how you always say you just want a girl to cuddle & watch movies with. jesse. that’s literally all i wanted to do the entire time. i just want to see you again. i miss you a lot jesse. i still want to talk to you and be friends even if you don’t. i’m sorry i’m too much to deal with i guess. but i told you in the beginning and you said it wouldn’t change anything. you are such a beautiful person. genuinely. i miss you a lot. please reach out when you’re ready.