it was all in my head. i was in love with a version of a person that i created in my head that i tried to, but could not fix. i cared so much about you. so much. you didn't actually love me. you said you did but i know that you didn't at all. do me a favor though, and whoever you're with next, do not treat them how you treated me. because they deserve so much better than that. I still care about you even though everything you promised me, you lied about. you said you would never leave me. you promised me. please take care of yourself though. please.