Unsent Messages

i really fucking hate you but fuck i love you. What happened to us man. we used to be what everyone was jealous of. how happy we were together. we made kattie pissed and didnt have a care in the world for who didnt like us. you know me like the back of your hand and same goes for me. you opened up to me and me only. nobody knows you the way i know you. you are me and i am you. how the fuck did that go south? how the fuck did we end up like this. you turned out to be everything you promised you wouldnt be! you literally feared of losing me! and now.. you are gone. you claim you miss me but take 2 weeks to respond. who tf does that. i really want to let go of you, but i cant. so much we promised we would do together. you said i deserved the world. you said i deserved better. i needed you that night. i was fearful for my life! no type of comfort or fuck dude you didnt even ask if i was okay. bro i hate you for that. but fuck i love you. i miss how differnt you where from everyone. you truly showed me what love felt like. the times you would hug me and i felt at home, when you would kiss me i felt like the luckiest girl in the world. all the memories we shared together. Tears, laughs, smiles... i miss it. i promised you i wasnt gonna hurt you and you did as well... you fucking broke your promise you bitch. i hate you i hate you, I HATE YOU! why the fuck did you give me the impression you were never going to hurt me? theres so much i want to say. so much i want to tell you. but my words cant even explain what i feel. simply... fuck you but pls come back