Unsent Messages

I had the time to think about it some more, and first let me start off by saying, I don't regret a single thing about us, it might sound dumb now but that's because we blocked each other not even a few hours ago, and in does hours, everything changed. It was a good type of change, something different, something new, I didn't talk about what happened with anyone else, it was a normal type of feeling, everyone acting normal around me, it was an incredible feeling. I got closer with people I never thought I'd get close too, I suddenly feel a bit more free. I know i was your now, and maybe even your then but god, if you came back I'd take you back in a heartbeat. I'm not planning on coming back any time soon, I want too, but this time I'm going to try not too and hopefully by December or November I'll check in with you, of course i'll be writing you on here frequently and shit, I'll update it each week in this color. If it doesn't end with bee or the other nick names you had given me, there not from me. I you terribly miss you, I love you but we both know it's just not meant to be. I wish we where, but that would be selfish.
You will forever and always be in my heart Kian.
- Yours truly Joanna Marie
(bee)
song for the night; Necromancer by joy again
P.s If you see my Spotify thing i made this playlist, everyday till then i'll be putting a song in it, today i'm putting 4 songs or so, hopefully you enjoy them as much as i do. Take care, don't do anything stupid, good morning and goodnight for does days i'll be missing, Sweet dreams, i hope you sleep well darling.