Unsent Messages

To Andreea M.
Imma go ahead and write this in in English since i don't think you'll ever find this, but if you do..nevermind. I just wanted to say that i'm sorry, i don't even know why we broke up, we had something really nice and.. real, i was childish, immature, jealous, you fkin name it, i was stupid, i didn't see how hard you were trying to keep us together, i was so dumb and i'm sorry. I don't even want to know if the guy you're with now makes you happy, i hope he does, he better take care of you, do the things i couldn't, i always thought when we get older and mature we can talk about what was between us, but as the days go by i don't think i'll ever see that day. breaks me every time to see you around, we don't even say hi to each other, i'd give anything to hug you one more time. remember that night we weren't together and we were out with our friends but at the end of the night it was just the two of us, and i wanted to go home and you just hugged me.... and didn't want to let go..i'd kill to go back in time, maybe i'm just talking bullshit, i don't know. i still think about you, i miss you.. and love you... if it still matters.
~To Miau Miau
From an unknown broken kid