hi d. I dont know if you'll see this or not. you fell asleep again and I yet again cannot sleep. lately I've been thinking about us quite deeply l o l and I found that I truly do love you with my whole heart and no one will ever come above you. you mean the absolute world to me and I never want to loose you. I just wanna see you man so badly and give you the biggest hug and tell you how much I love you in person. but I guess that's not possible atm. please never leave me