have i been shitty? i grew out of u. i wish u weren’t so fucking passive and tell me what you think and be confrontational. i don’t even care what u say just say anything as long as it has any feeling or opinion bcos i am desperate. it was easy to leave. i was happy to go. i did feel shitty and guilty about it but u didn’t seem to care or text or respond so i slowly started to feel less so. did u even like me? i know u did. but now i don’t have your ear and loyalty anymore, i guess we’ll never know about all the questions i have now that i don’t have those things anymore. i am so much happier now though, with friends better suited for me. i’m happy and i hope u are, sincerely.