in a way, ill always love you. even after i leave, you will always be in the back of my head because you weren't just my best friend, you were the boy that got me through everything with your stupid humor, you were the boy that i could talk to about hockey, and you were the boy that made me fall in love for the first time. for so long i hated the fact that i loved you and i still do but now, i love the fact that i loved you because even though we won't have kids, you will be the one i talk about when they ask me about love even though we never even dated. goodbye smexy bestie, ill always love you