Unsent Messages

i just want you to know that you broke me. you broke my idea of love. you were the one person who i never thought could hurt me like that and you did. you were supposed to protect me from heartbreak but instead you caused mine and now i will never be the same. you’ve cause me so much suffering and anguish that i don’t think i will ever stop hurting. and for that reason i hate you. but what hurts the most is that i don’t want to. i just want to tell you about my day or spend time with you like i did when i was a girl but i can’t because you ruined my perception of you. i wish you had just left when you were unhappy rather than dragging it out and making me reveal your adultery. i was just 12 i wasn’t supposed to tell my mom that you were cheating i was supposed to be making bracelets with my friends or playing soccer at nana’s but instead i had to tell your ugly truth. i hope you’re happy with the person you have become and the people you chose over your own blood because at the end of the day i don’t want you in my life.