I want to know I did love you when i got back, I just couldnt love only you and i felt like you deserved more than that. "Its not your fault that i ruined everything". If you happen to see this just know this is my goodbye. i dont want to be the reason for your unhappiness or the reason for issues with you and your girlfriend. For that and many other things i am truly sorry. You deserve to show the world the amazing person that you are without me holding you back. I am sorry for the ways that I hurt you
