Gosh you’re so annoying I miss you so much. Every day every second gets so much harder without you. Idk how I’m gonna do this. I hope you’re having fun though. I hope you’re happy. I just want you to hold me so tight right now. I need one last hug. I know I fucked up but I can’t do anything anymore. I can’t even fall asleep without taking something to help. I’m so sorry Zach. This is ruining me.
