I know the feeling will always be there; I’ll always care for you and love you. I’m learning to differentiate between that feeling and the feeling of wanting to be with you again, because I know even if I did want you again, I deserve more than that no matter how much I miss you. I’ll always love you and root for you from a distance! There hasn’t been one night where I didn’t pray for your wellness. God has granted me so much grace to give and no one is undeserving of that kind of unconditional love and grace, no matter how badly they have hurt others. Here always lex