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Honestly I don’t kno where to start. You had my heart Nd you broke it after you said you never would. You made me feel so alive dats y I stayed around. You made me feel this happiness dat I used to feel Nd when I was wit you all my pain vanished. You had me feelin u was different had me feelin dat no one could ever hurt me. I was wrong for thinkin that Bc I knew deep down it would end this way. We had bumpy road along the relationship jus like everyone else does. I messed up Nd u kno I apologized... but you COULD NEVER get over it. Brandon u think I did it on purpose? By having someone else delete it the picture Bc I was being loyal to you. I don’t see how that was ever bad. When we first started talking I knew I should have never added you back, should never have answered to yo txt, and should have never started a conversation wit you. I didn’t realize how much pain it would cause me later. I wasn’t emotionally stable when I said yes to you but you had me thinking differently but for you to one day out of nowhere say we need to break up I’m losing feelings... those words broke me. The night before you said you loved me. Was it all jus a lie? Was it all a setup? Did you not care abt me? So many questions that I wish you would answer. I didn’t have much love to give but I gave you as much as I could. I took so many risks Bc I truly loved you. I wouldn’t have done all dat if i didn’t. But it’s ok. You have a new girl so don’t worry abt me. Ima get myself together Nd I hope y’all work out. One thing tho... if it doesn’t work out DONT COME BACK TO ME. Because I won’t take you back. You chose her over me so stand on it Bc that’s your decision. I’ll be over you by the time you decided you actually want me back. It’s way to painful for me. I love you Nd I will always have a place in my heart for you but I can’t hurt myself with you anymore. I have to do what’s best for me atp Nd that’s not you. Hope you find what your looking for. But ima jus lyk now that it’s not me. If I decided to change my mind then I will but for right now it’s not gon change. At the end up the day you did what you wanted to do regardless of how I felt. So now ima do what I wanna do regardless of your feelings Bc I have an amazing life infront of me and you will never stop me from that life path. Hope things work out. Love you but it’s time to let go. I’m not the one for you.

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