Unsent Messages

I’m so sorry. I cant live without you and i don’t think this is the end. at least i hope it’s not. i will forgive you, it may take time but i will. hopefully you can forgive me someday. i don’t see the point of life if you’re not in it. but the things that you guys said about me is beyond messed up. it broke me in so many ways and i just wish you never did that. if you truly love someone, you wouldn’t say anything like that about them and when she said shit about me, you shouldn’t have agreed. i cant forgive you just yet, but i will eventually. i want to work on this with you, and if you don’t want to work on it then that’s okay. just please tell me what you want. if we work on it you have to swear to me that it won’t happen again. i know you think it’s fine and it’s no big deal but it is and it hurts so badly. i hate when you make me laugh. i hate when you make me cry. i hate when we fight. i hate how i can’t keep myself away from you no matter what you do or how bad you hurt me. i mostly hate how i can’t hate you, not even a little bit. even after everything. i could never hate you. i really don’t want this to be the end. you promised me forever and i’m holding you accountable for that. i cant believe i fell for it though. just please tell me how you feel. i love you.