bro im so sorry for ghosting you in august. i was scared that you were going to kill yourself. you told me that i couldnt tell anyone that we liked eachother. so i didnt. but those messages still live in my head rent-free. it was scary to see the funny popular guy have such a dark mindset. bro i shouldve been there. and i am now. and i know i say sorry alot, but its really the only time ive ever turly meant it with no bullshit. you have so much pain in your life and i cant forgive myself for adding to it. bro youre the only person in my life that i would do anything for. i fucking love our inside jokes. bro, youre the fucking best.