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idk why you thought id do something that your ex did. bro i didnt even get a chance to tell you how much you mean to me, and how i like that you notice the little things. before this all happened i thought of you as my closest friend because you were always there for me no matter what i did. i love our inside jokes. but when i asked you out again, you said we should wait. wait for what? am i waiting for you? or are you waiting for me? or are you really just saying that you dont like me enough. being close friends with the person you love sucks, because i have to hear about your country club hoes. Im always left thinking if theyre better. Which tbh, they might be. but you ended things before i could prove that theyre not. im getting tired of waiting around. ive typed so many texts but i cant send em. Bruh when are going to ask me out? im getting bored of pretending that we didnt like eachother at all. Dude i dont think you know what youve done to me. youve been there for me when i didnt need you to be, but when i needed you, you left.