hihi! i'm just gonna say it right off the bat: i love you so much. and i really miss you. usually saying those two things to other ppl makes me want to puke, but ur an exception :) u matter so, so much to me. u r genuinely one of the most important people in my life. sometimes i get scared that i don't matter to u as much as u do to me, but even if that were the case, i think i'd be ok with it. as long as you know that i'm here for you lest you need me, i think i'll be ok. and i think i'd be dead without you. i'm sorry for filling you with so much worry sometimes. you're one of the only people i actually put effort into talking to, and i apologize for disappearing occasionally. and i know we're talking about this RIGHT now, but i'm convinced we're soulmates. you feel like home and you remind me of lavender and strawberry milk