i’ve had to mute everyone i see posting ab u because just seeing you makes my stomach drop and i don’t even know why since i don’t have any problems with u at all and am trying to leave past stuff in the past. keyword trying. i still just block out anything ab u any time i get the chance and i wish that wasn’t how it had to be. i wish i could see ppl post about u and be unphased. getting over ppl is a longer journey than i signed up for. i hate romance