i feel like i ruined everything. i miss talking to you everyday and getting to see you. i know you didn’t want anything serious, but i really wanted you to be my person. i still do. but there is so much working against it. you’re still not healed and go to school out of state. this would’ve happened eventually. just know i respect you and your decision. maybe in another lifetime, nerd. (also, notice the color i chose? i miss you and our purple hearts.)
