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i messed up big time steph. it's been over a year already but i still feel the guilt, and im so sorry for my one stupid mistake. i wasn't used to having such a close friend, and i pushed you away and i regret it so much. i regret talking about the photo you posted and i regret everything. its painful for me everytime i look through my camera roll and see your face in group pictures or screenshots of photo replies we did, even seeing you around school makes me feel a pang of guilt. im sorry, i always will be, i messed up our friendship, you will forever remain one of my closest friends ever, and i feel like an idiot for messing up. it hurts to see you around with your new friends, but it's ok, i hope we re-concile, as even though we aren't hostile, we are awkward. i love you forever and always, im going to miss you my nap buddy.