girly I am so sorry for all the shit that life throws at you. you are so kind and cheerful even though you are suffering. things are gonna be really hard for a couple of years, and if you see this, please know that I care for you so much and you will always be my friend. please don't make any choices you'll regret, I need you here so we can talk about skateboards and spn and guitars and anything else you'd ever want to talk about. you are my platonic love and hopefully I'll get to see you soon and we can get food. maybe not for a bit, though, cause we need to be careful of the virus. anyway, I miss you, and again, I'm so sorry for your loss. text me at any hour
