I wish you didn't pick her... you were the first person I've wanted to be with since my ex broke my heart, I opened my heart to you and finally let myself feel something after spending time being afraid to get heartbroken..and now we don't even speak anymore and you picked her over me...I wish I could go back and stay with you that day she showed up to confess her feelings, I wish things were different, and now I'm back at square one.. afraid to open my heart to someone and let them in and be loved because you took that away from me, the fear of being heartbroken was gone while I was with you, and now that you are with her, its back once again. I hope she makes you happier than I could have.