Unsent Messages

please never forget about me. about the nights you told me to look at the moon, the plans we made, the songs we made each other listen to, the i love you's, everything. you made me feel okay when i wanted to be gone even when you were part of the reason i felt that way. im still waiting for you to call, give me some sign that you still care. because i know you did. going through our first few months of messages hurt because you cared so much and i took it for granted. even though that changed i still had you. i still had that hope we would go back to normal and you would show me that love again. when everything got bad i always thought well at least ill have you. as long as i have you that's all i will ever need. and then just like that you were gone. im making it without you but this past month has been so hard. there's been times where i can't take it any more and i go to call you because i know hearing your voice would make all my problems go away but i can't. i really miss you dude. forever.