Unsent Messages

what did i do wrong? right when i started to really care about u, u started to go away from me? i just wanna talk to u again. i wanna read manga with u in english class. i wanna show u funny hand gestures in class. i wanna ft u again while u sing for me and play guitar. im sorry for asking ab why u act so different, but literally everyone talks about it, u just dont realize. yea, they dont care ab u like i do, so jus fuckin realize that. otp w connie (another code name) u barely talked directly to me, and then when u did, u sounded mad or u were calling me a bitch and insulting me. why is it that everyone im interested in goes away? all the time. i hate this. i want u to care about me. talk ab me like u talk ab mer. if i was better at that stupid gane, would you like me more? cus id stay up all night doing pro and all -star training if thats what it took for you to take a second glance at me. i care ab u, mars. ur my planet in the sky. ur what i look up to. dont mess that up for me.