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you were my first love, my everything. you made me wake up happy and fall asleep happy. the first breakup was my fault. she made me do it. and i wish i didn't cause i feel like that was the downfall of our relationship. we got back together after i realized your the one for me. my soulmate. but then summer hit after 6th grade. we were off and on all summer. we were finally of before 7th grade. we went to orientation and i saw you standing there. we took a look at eachother and i looked away quick. i couldn't bare to look at you. my love. my only. the one that hurt me. but then you text me after orientation. you told me i looked beautiful. that you missed me. and we got back together. we were dating for a couple months and.. you left me. out of nowhere. you said you caught feelings for her. it broke me. she was my bestfriend and you just left me for her. it broke my heart. i couldn't stop thinking of you for the next few months. then you text me. you told me you still had feelings for me. that you wanted to get back together. we were talking for a couple days and then you just... ghosted me. i can't tell you how much all this hurt me. and you didn't even care. the sad part is that two years later, you are still on my mind sometimes and i hate it. but the thing is, you could text me right now and say you want me back and i would go back to you. i will never give up on us even though you already did. i still love you e. i wish you would come back.
love, the one you broke.