From: ABC
To: M
Date: November 25, 2020, 8:11 am
I love you and I will continue to love you despite all the damage you did to me in the past.
The connection I have with you I will never have with someone else.
I know that the only thing you want is to confuse me or at least that shows, I would like to return with you, but I know that if I do, I would lose, hurt and heartbroken again. I feel that the only thing I would do would be to doubt you, your words, everything, after what happened I no longer know whether to believe what you say, I know that I am not the girl you want now, I have tried so many times to fall in love again like I did once, but things will never be the same again, when something breaks even if they hit it again it stays the same, and so I, I broke, but little by little I am healing, not yet I am the person I want, I don't even look like I want, but I am moving forward.
I also want to stop talking to you, I don't want to have problems with myself again, but I'm afraid that if I do, I might regret it, so I don't know what to do.