Unsent Messages

I think I’m in love with you. Maybe I just feel this way because you’re the only one that’s ever truly cared and not judged me when I poured out everything into you. I know you love your boyfriend but damn it hurts to see you with him because he treats you like shit. I miss the old you before you started dating him. I miss us hanging out and having sleepovers without you falling asleep on FaceTime with your drunk and high boyfriend. I miss us cuddling and actually having fun when we hang out. I love you so much and I know I tell you that all the time but I really do love you. I feel like you’re the reason I can’t have a relationship with anyone because I’m afraid that if I do we won’t be bestfriends anymore. I cant commit to multiple relationships. I cant lose you but I’m not even sure if I just love you or if I’m in love with you. I hope you know you’ll always have a place in my heart no matter where you go. I know you’re straight, But if you kissed me I’d kiss you back. I love you