i hate that no matter what you say to me i will always get excited when you talk to me even thought you dokt even want to hangout with me as a friend. even though what you did to me was wrong and i can’t believe i forgave you, and now you only talk to me when you want something from you. i have to act like i don’t care and i’m ok with it but i want you out of my life even though i can’t have you back and i will always be your last choice, it’s not like we ever dated but we built that relationship over the course months and i want to remove myself from what we’re doing right now but i’m so addicted to it and it’s hard to say no.