why did you do what you did that one day? you said you would never do anything a wasn't okay with but you did that anyway. i acted like i was fine and pretended like i forgave you but i just kept acting after that. it messed me up so badly. i hated being in my body more than i ever have and i could barely look at myself for days. you were the person who made me feel the most safe after that i really just didnt know how to think about you