I'm so angry, not because you're not here anymore but because you're all i want and it just seems like you couldn't care less. even if you weren't into me like that, how do you not even slightly miss my presence? do you ever find something that you would have sent to me then remember i'm not there anymore? because i do all the time. i suppose you're probably onto the next, as though i was never in their place. i guess in a way i want you to hurt the way i do all the time because i really miss you like all the time and i know you don't and i know your pain won't make mine hurt less. but it would feel more justified.