what happened to you? what happened to the cheery girl who spent time with her family and got good grades? the one who never cried, never thought ab other people, never picked herself apart to the littlest things? the one who didnt starve herself to be skinny even though people say you are but you dont see that? the one who got sleep? the one who could focus on everything? the one who wanted to stay alive past 12? the one who wanted to be popular? the one who wasnt a disappointment? the one who didnt think ab killing herself every day? the one who loved school? the one who didnt have anxiety? the one who was secure with her self? i lost that. i miss you. please come back.
