I am sorry.I could have written this in spanish but, it would feel more weird like that.
I am just, so sorry, for appearing in your life and being so confusing and, weird.I hope I could be like her, like the one you go with everyday now.I wish we could be back really good friends.I wish that I had never said those things to you.How hard I loved you, or my foolish behaviour.I am so sorry for being a mess. I am sorry.