i remember when you first showed up in class and everyone just stared at you, i remember thinking, "i want to be friends with him he looks like a good kid" i was SO nervous to talk to you. it was so scary. and now look at where we are. i just wish i could tell you everything that goes in my life, im just not ready. one day ill be ready, but its not today. i hope you actually did love me. i dont really think you ever did but idk its fine. im sorry for being so awkward, you were my first love and i didnt know what it would be like. i hated myself for so many reasons. thank you, thank you for staying by my side, youre the only person that i have left. i hope life treats you good.
- your second love
