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i met you a few years ago. you seemed so kind and sweet. we weren't friends until this year. you are in most my classes right now. i'm glad we are friends now. thanks for helping me with the homework lol. remember that facetime where we laughed so hard until our stomachs hurt? yeah. idk if that will ever happen again. i want it to so badly. but i don't know if you do. i used to like you. a lot. i am so confused on how you feel. im confused on how i feel, too. apparently it's obvious that you like me to every one else but i don't know. i cry about it because i like you so much. i just need an answer. i hate you tho. for what you told jj and your friends. you promised you would keep it a secret. you kept all the other secrets except that one. that really hurt because i trusted you on that :/. i don't know if i can forgive you for that because of how much it meant to me. but you make me so happy. you don't understand how excited i get when you text me. i wish you could see the smile on my face when you text back. it sounds so stupid but, you really helped when i was at my lowest. you noticed and helped me. thank you. why didn't you say anything about the rumor that you like me? i just want to know. please. we talked for 3 hours on facetime that one day. and 2 hours the next day. now i barely text you. you seem to notice that. it's because of what my friends are saying. im sorry. every night i think about everything you have said to me. i miss those late nights facetiming you. if you do see this, text me. haha. bye