i miss you. so much. i wanted to leave that town so badly but i didn't think we'd drift like this. i know we still talk, but it's not like how it used to be. i hope we can see each other soon. i know we always joke about you visiting me every year, but i really want it to happen. i guess i'm scared that it will be awkward. i don't want it to be. i love you and i miss you
