Unsent Messages

I wrote to you before. In a light blue color in June. You probably don't know about this site or might have but if you saw the previous one, I talked about a lot of weird/uncomfortable things. I just wanted to say that it's not that I didn't mean those words but I don't think I'm there. I do still like you. And that thing about forever? yeah, It's not that I don't believe that but that was just emotional talk. I do like you and I do find you one of a kind. If I'm being honest, you're the only one that's made me feel this way. You're beautiful in everyway. I wish I could've gotten to know you better when I had the chance. I was just scared and nervous around you. Sometimes I felt like I annoyed you or made you feel uncomfortable so I kind of distanced myself. Kristine, I am 99.9% sure that you don't like girls and that's okay but I just wanted to let you know that I'm sorry if I ever made you feel uncomfortable but you deserve someone that will love you and treat you with nothing but respect. Someone who will always act like they are still trying to win you even if you both are already together. I hope you're doing well. I miss you. This might not be all the words I have to say but it's the most I can for now. Please stay safe.