Unsent Messages

i dont miss you and i dont regret how things happened our relationship was toxic and needed to end somehow,, i wish you could know i never meant to hurt you my perception of love was fucked and i couldn't help how i acted. sometimes i think you could've been better, i knew what u was scared of and i stopped but you never stopped if i could why couldn't you? it wasnt like i was asking for a lot either it was just to not be left alone in the silence. you broke my family up with your family problems and im glad its over, but i dont regret that it happened. first loves happen regardless of the situation there was undeniable good times in the mist of the bad. i still feel guilty for how things ended but i couldn't have changed it so we have to let what has to be, be. i hope your doing okay now im not angry at you anymore i hope your not at me either it is a memory i wont forget but ill push to the back of my head for the time being. thankyou for everything but also fuck you!! this is my official goodbye if it ever gets to you i hope you find the right love, the same ways i will