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hi. i’ve wanted to tell you for so long, but i love you. more than you could ever know. for the longest time i didn’t realize how important you were to me, but now i realize it. and i’ve never felt this way about anyone before. i was always scared of love and getting hurt. but now i realize that even if you don’t feel the same, it’s worth the hurt. i hope even if nothing comes of us, that we’ll still remain friends. i don’t know what i would do without you. you’re all i think about. and i don’t just want you, but i need you. when it feels like everything’s wrong, you make it feel right. your hugs, laugh, your contagious smile. i chose this yellow because it reminds me of happiness and sunshine, and you are like a beam of sunshine, always keeping me happy. you are so kind and loving towards everyone. you may be a little weird sometimes, but you’re my weirdo. and i adore you for constantly being yourself, no matter what anyone thinks. you keep me happy constantly. sometimes my laugh and smile are fake, but not when i’m with you. you just make me feel safe, and when your arms are wrapped around me, it feels like home. i don’t know how else to describe it. but sometimes i just feel like you were put in my life to make sure i’m safe and happy. i miss you so much, and i really hope we can talk about this some day. even though you won’t feel the same, i just need to tell you how amazing of a person you are. you saved me and you didn’t even know it. so yes, i love you. hopefully one day you’ll understand how much.?