Now that I know you won’t see this, this will be the last time I write here.. it’s for me.. I was really starting to like the idea of you and I’m a fool for that.. it actually hurts a lot. More than I expected it to.. shit. To be honest I don’t usually talk about it but I don’t date because in the past I dated someone that literally took my soul from me and I’ve battled ptsd for some time because of it. You have no idea.. it’s dumb but that’s life.. it’s ok though I always make it through some how.. I’ll be mature about it with you.