I never told u but I think I truly was in love with u. It kinda hurt to slowly realise u have never really felt the same. And sometimes it still does. It took me until now to stop crying when hearing ur name. Sometimes I still feel like crying. But it's okay now. Thank u. Thank u so much for making me a stronger person. Thank u for the butterflies u gave me when ur name popped up on my display; when u looked me in the eyes. Thank u for the beautiful day with u. Even tho u left me confused after. U are an asshole. A lovely one. And I'm a fucking psycho- I'm literally still ashamed for the crazy shit I did. But at least u didn't hate me after. Still means a lot to me.
I'm thankful that u were a part of my life for some short time. Take care of urself please