Unsent Messages

I remember the first time I saw you. I remember our first kiss and exactly how it happened. I remember the first time you came over and the first time I went over. Youve hurt me over and over again, but you always had a way with your words. Every time you made me believe that you had changed and that it was different but then, again, you always knew how to fix it. I was so stupid. I hate you.. but for some reason, I still miss you. I still think about you. I miss every moment we had, all our hangouts, every facetime call. I miss when you would call me telling me to come upstairs because you missed me. I miss talking to you.. but you've made your decision on who you want. It breaks my heart because when we were together you made it clear that you had chosen me and she wasnt in the picture.. but two weeks after we break up you guys are back together? then you have the audacity to be texting me you miss me, knowing that I would be there every time. I am trying to let you go, I really am. But its hard when youre on my mind literally 24/7.