From: ABC
To: Dan
Date: December 7, 2020, 8:53 pm
i still want you as bad as i did when i first met you when i should want nothing to do with you. i wish you loved me still the same. i know nothing will ever be the same and that not only kills me but eats me alive really. i think about you almost once every day time and time again, i wish i could get you outta my head.. but at that i've become so numb to the feeling of missing you and i've gotten so good at hiding being sad about you. time seems so endless without you here & days just seem to drag with no meaning sometimes i wish i could talk to you about how my day was and what's going on. i wish i had the words to fix this, to fix us. i know we will never be together again but my heart thinks other wise.. i know whats meant to be will be. in the end i went in not knowing what true love was or having someone care more about me than i do myself felt like and i couldn't have asked for anyone other than you to be that person. my soulmate that i may or may not have lost.. i love you still, with every fiber in my being.