i love you so much it hurts. i hate that i love you as much as i do. i’ve been fucked over by you countless times, hurt a million more, and i just feel like you will never love me as much as i love and care about you. it always seems to feel like there is always something or someone more important than me and it feels like i’m just someone you go to when you’re bored. we used to talk everyday but now we barely talk. it hurts 100x more to lose a friend than a boyfriend, and i hope you realize that someday.