Unsent Messages

hi. i want to reach out. things are hard at home for me but i know they can be for you too. anyway, everything comes back to you. this is my favorite color and it also somehow reminds me of you. i know we're not really talking, but please know that forever and always i want the best for you. i hope you are in a good place. you are such a good person and you deserve the whole world. don't let anyone convince you otherwise. if they do get to you, i will be here for you -- in your corner -- anytime. you will always be the person that got to me how no one else did and i was foolish to even let you believe you could ever be too much. i was scared to put in effort because i felt so much for you. still do. all in all, you called me your best friend in a letter and that's all i ever want to be now even though it's gone. i miss you.