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you give off a sarcastic and uninterested, but you always talk and try to rope others into the convo. you go on and on about things that interest you, and you can hear the slightest change in your tone and you can hear a bit of a smile? maybe not a smile, maybe just general enthusiasm. i think it'd be cool if you showed that more. also, you constantly insult your younger self, but i think you should just acknowledge how far you've come and stop putting yourself down. around your friends, you seem just to complete the puzzle and the convo feels complete yk? like ah yes, the 4 friends are now complete. idk, that's just what i've seen. you always have something to talk about, and i find it funny how a lot of times you're like oh i'm too lazy to do that then do it anyways. it's funny 'cause you seem like you're trying to be aloof. idk, might just be in my head, i barely know you after all. you seem to know a lot of interesting things to talk about and i think it'd be cool if we became friends. but yeah, cool encyclopedia of random knowledge and nice guy. that's what i think.