Unsent Messages

Everything was going to be okay.You promised,you promised thousands of times just to break them all again. why lie to me? i miss who you were and i miss how you made me fell.I know im better off without you but i stayed because you did make me happy. I meant it when i promised. Now im loosing myself because who can you even trust? I feel myself moving on from you but sometimes i get sad that you're not in my life anymore. i wish i could forget all about you i wish we never happened. Im mad you lied. im mad i believed you. im mad i love you. you were so perfect to me that i couldnt see the bad but i see it now, You were right you were bad for me and i did deserve better. I found better too. i wish you could keep your promises. I wish you didnt do this again. you said you wouldnt make me feel like that ever again. I lied to you too if were being honest. but in the end i had a good reason. I loved you too much and it wasnt good, you loved me less and thats why we didnt work. Like you said im one of the strongest people you know so dont worry about me. Just forget about it all. I didn't deserve to be treated like that and we both know it. Your loss tho. thank you for teaching me who to not love.