i honestly, im in love with you. im laughing at myself for this i wont even meet you. but the affect you have on me, it scares me. i would do anything you say, i would do anything for you. your smile, the way your run your hands through your dark brown hair,your laugh. your a blessing. i took one look at you and was dumbfounded by your beauty. like oh my lord youre perfect. your voice, the way you can dance. god i want you. you dont even know me. i want to share everything about me with you, to tell you about my childhood and my dark secrets. i want you to tell me about your hardships and what makes you smile even when in the darkest mood. tell me what brings joy to you in the baddest of days. you make me want to live a full life of just crazy. you are my real first love.