hey,
its been a while since ive last seen and talked to you. i hope your doing well, as always. but i also hope you know how you made me feel, worthless, used, unloved, and unlovable. i used to think that you loved me and all i needed was love to stay with you, but no, never in a million years is that enough for someone. in a relationship you need friendship, commitment, communication, respect, loyalty, trust and especially love. between us, we didnt have half of those things and it sucks bc i really really loved you but at some point i had to put myself first for once. ik even then you left me twice for someone you always told me not to worry about, and eveytime i believed you, like a fool. by now your probably with her, and yk who, eveyone does, what a shame. you really brought me back to the lowest point in my life that took me three months to get out of, all because you gave me that stupid look in english. i wish you wouldve loved me like you said you did, i wish we were back in 2019 so i can still have the old you back. i hate this new person that youve become, you arent the man i once fell in love with back then, now your just 'that one person'. i have more to say but its not like your ever going to read this.
goodbye c.